Holy Hell it's been awhile since I've updated this thing... Meh oh well. ;D Soo graduated and yeah done and over with right? Naahhhh... I get a call from my school saying how they fucked up my diploma. ;D HAHAHA! I got a standard when I should have gotten an advanced. Bishes... I knew it too. I've learned my lesson. If I feel something isn't right, then I best speak up and fight for it. I know it may not be a big thing to others, but to me it makes a big difference. I'm so satisfied now. I worked hard, and to just get a standard, I'll tell ya what I was not happy on card day. Sooo now I gotta go back to the school and switch my diploma with the correct one. Wheeeee~~~

In any case I stole this from who stole it from someone else... Check out Bumpy she got some tight stuffs yo!


1. What color is your toothbrush?
Bllluuueeee~ <3

2. Name one person who made you smile today:
O: No one yet

3. What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
sleeping bishes

4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
on the computer.

5. What is your favorite candy bar?
oh gawd... do you know how hard it is to answer this... YOU ARE HORRIBLE.. Umm... I guess I've been having more cravings for Baby Ruths.

6. Have you ever been to a strip club?
Nope.

7. What is the last thing you said aloud?
"Call me back at *insert number here*." Asking a friend to come over.

8. What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
Too many... too many...

9. What was the last thing you had to drink?
water

10. Do you like your wallet?
It's okay... o; Like the fact that it has a chain so no mofo's can snatch it from me. D:<<<

11. What was the last thing you ate?
Toast from last night.

12. Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
Haha nope.

13. The last sporting event you watched?
Um Nascar I believe

14. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?
Carmel popcorn. Damn i have such a sweet tooth..

5. Who is the last person you sent a text message to?
Allison

16. Ever go camping?
Yes in the 3rd grade.

17. Do you take vitamins daily?
When I remember. Lately i have 'cause I got sick last week. xD

18. Do you go to church every Sunday?
Haha what's church? O:

19. Do you have a tan?
No... I want my blackness back... no one believes I used to be black. ;~;

20. Do you prefer Chinese food over pizza?
PIZZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPPPPPPIIIZZZAAAAAAAAAA

21. Do you drink your soda with a straw?
Lool Depends on the situation.

22. What did your last text message say?
"Woot! Awesome!"

23. What are you doing tomorrow?
May have some friends over to help work on some cosplay. ;D

24. What’s one thing that would be on your "bucket list"?
Ehh... traveling... everywhere?

25. Look to your left, what do you see?
My TV along with my PS2 and games and a mess underneath.

26. What color is your watch?
I have one but never wear it. It's black

27. What do you think of when you hear Australia?
Steve Irwin. *sob*

28. Do you like your phone?
It works. Lool so it's good. Would like a texting plan. D:

29. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
Both

30. What is your favorite number?
I just like Even numbers but nothing in the 30's 3 doesn't seem appealing to me.

31. Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?
Aiyana

32. Any plans today?
being a lazy slob and finishing up some art requests.

33. How many states have you lived in?
One. ;D

34. Biggest annoyance right now?
When people don't understand what I'm saying when I'm saying it clear as day. ;D

35. Last song listened to?
One of the songs from The Producers

36.Can you say the alphabet backwards?
lol Nope. Never tried

37. Do you have a maid service clean your house?
No. O: Are you willing though? I promise it'll be a blaaast.

38. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
Well these black Vans I used to wear, but now I painted over them for a cosplay. xD

39. Are you jealous of anyone?
Nope

40. Is anyone jealous of you?
O: That would be AWESOME

41. What’s one thing you want right now?
Money

42. Do you plan on having children?
Yes. 2 of 'em.

43. What do you usually do during the day?
Play on RO, draw

44. Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
Nope~

45. Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
Yeah i guess.

46. What color is your car?
pearlish color o;

47. Do you like cats?
Yes I do actually. xD But dogs more

48. Are you thinking about someone right now?
Well now that you brought it up of course I am. xP

49. Have you ever been to Six Flags?
Yes

50. How did you get your worst scar?
When I was working last summer i was picking up a broken pool chair and the leg of it scraped right on my shin. ;~;

Yeeeaahh. Lol I didn't want to keep that depressing journal entry on the front of my DA page. I'm glad to say that I've cheered up since then. I'm really happy right now. Nothing like a mother, daughter chat. I let out some tears. Let out all of that frustration and now I'm ready to start a new!!! I had such a pleasant Thanksgiving weekend. I hope everyone enjoyed theirs!! Kk I'm going to ramble now so you don't have to read the rest of this if you don't want. lulz.

My mom helped me out with some college stuff so now I finally feel like I'm starting to move forward. Gotta show some work to Ms. Treat since she hasn't seen my work since I was in her class. >.o Really wish I would have done the letter of recommendation before Ms. Mable left. Oh well... too late now. Anyway yeah. Moving forward with that stuff.

I finished my favorite sketch book this weekend. I love it so much! That sketch book makes me feel like a real art major. Haha. Strange I know, but like all my other sketch books were so plain and by the time I would get done with them usually they would be smaller than when I bought it. This sketch book is actually thick. I've tried out new things and my art has really improved. I feel like my eyes are opening wider and I can finally see what art is. Heh it's sad that I'm finally opening up in my last year of high school, but oh well. I wish I could have grown as much as my peers did. I love all their work. Don't get me wrong I love my stuff too, but man... they're so awesome. Lol. I always think, "Oh I wish I could have thought of that!" I am what I am though. There is still plenty of time for me to grow. My peers I just a few steps ahead of me. ;D My love for drawing has never been so great. Like... I don't know it's just different. I want to just draw, draw, draw!!!

DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMN I typed too much, but I'm glad I got to write it out somewhere. xD

I feel like I have more to say but I can't think of it atm... Oh well. I'll save it for another entry.

Hmmmmmmm so yeah. Lol. Just kinda here... livin' and stuff. I'm so done with school... it's not even funny. @________________@;;

I don't feel as happy as I used to be. Dun know what's up with that, but just lately I feel distant. o; All I have fun with is drawing really. I think things are starting to go back to "normal" but meh. I think I'm thinking to much about it which makes me more depressed. Like I think about a flaw and I try to think of a way to solve it, but then I think to myself, "But that's who I am. How am I going to change myself?" I feel like I need help. I watch all these shows and stuff and I'm like, "I wish I could get one of those people to help me out..." Or something like that. I'm lazy.. I hate change, and it seems like I only care for myself most of the time. Like I do want to do stuff for others, but in the end I find myself doing something that only entertains or benefits me.

Arrrgghhhh.... See I'm doing it again. I guess I want something different now. I want to get out of school and do other shit. I keep dreaming about going to college and just doing something I really want to do. I want to animate and make cartoons or movies or something! I want to do something different! I don't want to learn math.. or English... I want to make cartoons or help make movies. I JUST WANT TO DRAW!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING ELSE! (and play RO, but shhhh about that. Heh)

.-.
The Cat Fight icon looked cute. o;

LOL funny how I'm asking about this now.

But like.... if you're doing 2D on the summer assignment do we have to do photographs or can we draw it out 2D? Maybe I didn't read it completely ((I always do that.)) But just wondering if anyone can help me out here. >.<

So on Friday I finished Crisis Core. I didn't realize that I was at the end already. lol I had been doing so many missions 'cause I thought I was still far from the end, but nope. I was right there. haha Beat Genesis on the first try. -.-' lol So yeah I was preparing myself for the ending again. I still f'ing cried. Not as much as the first time though. haha My mom was like "wtf... why you crying over a game? O.o" I was like... "YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!!!" *runs to room and sobs some more* okay that part didn't happen but it was close enough. I'm going to start it over on hard and get EVERYTHING. All summons and I want to fight the goddess. *slur* It's a secret fight thing. Well it's actually a mission. I saw it on youtube. There was some crazy HP involved though. @__@ So don't know if I could beat her. We will see. I'm going to try and get that battle.

Anyway I have so many commissions to do. ;____;


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Commissions

Working On:

1. Emi ((full body+ extra person))
2. Alcane ((chibi))

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Waiting list:

1. Allura ((full body +2 extra people))
2. Allura ((full body + extra mvp))
3. Allura ((full body + extra person))
4. Mark ((chibi))
5. Apo ((full body))
6. FuFu ((chibi + 3 extra people))
7. Haji ((chibi))
8. Kenjii ((chibi))

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Complete:
1. Allura ((gypsy w/ mask))
2. Alcane ((chibi))
3. Haji ((chibi))
4. Cloud ((chibi))
5. Allura ((full body + extra))
6. Allura ((full body + extra))
7. Alcane ((contest winner))
8. Cloud ((2 chibies))
9. Alcane ((chibi))
10. Alcane ((chibi))
11. Lilith ((full body + extra))
12. Drizzy ((sig))